Note this is from a personal perspective
When I was diagnosed with autism in 2010 one of the first things that I was told is that was still a “person” even if I didn’t the mechanics and/or “pieces” of my autism that nevertheless was a sage piece of advice that has stayed with me on a personal and professional level.
“Autism” is different for each person so here is a breakdown of the “mechanics”
- Emotional perception (alexithymia) problems with recognising and verbalising emotional states.
- Visual perception (visual agnosias) problems with perceiving faces, objects, reading words, colour and “sorting out my visual field into a “whole”.
- Language processing (receptive aphasia) problems with processing and interpreting “meaning” and “significance” from language.
- Auditory processing (auditory agnosias) problems with organising the origins of sounds.
- Body perception (body agnosias and hemiplegia) problems with processing and perception on the right side of my body which affects coordination, problems with recognising pain, hunger and thirst.
- Body and Movement (visuospatial dysgnosia) left-right disorientation.
- Light Sensitivity (sensory integration disorder and related learning difficulties) problems with light creating distortions as well as dyslexia and dyscalculia.
- “self” and “other” processing simultaneous information which requires this can be difficult.
- Mental health and personality disorders.
I have four main personality types which intermingle with each these are human in terms of presentation but will differ form person to person – human beings under stress may develop “disordered” versions of these types affecting social and personal perception, mood management and interpersonal relationships and friendships.
NOT RELATING TO “AUTISTIC IDENTITY/IDENTITY-FIRST LANGUAGE
I do not see my whole being as “autism” nor define myself by it. I see it apart of me, in my case the pieces are emotional perception, visual perception, language perception, auditory perception,
body perception, light sensitivity, information processing and learning difficulties with associated mood disorders, exposure anxiety, somatisation disorder, dissociation and personality disorders but they are not a total nor finite definition of my being. I can only speak from my perspective and that is all.
I am “Paul” first with the all the positives and negatives that come with it the likes, dislikes, regrets, dreams and the sense of just “being”. I shall never adhere to the “club” there is to much militancy, over-investing and politics. I see myself as apart of the human race – no more, no less, no more worthy, no less worthy just a person like one of the billions of people on the planet everyone has a story to tell don’t they. 😉
Paul Isaacs 2016