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Speech & Language Processing -The Words Within Myself & How Precious Words Are

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Me Holding Something 2OVERVIEW

This is a personal overview of my Autism “Fruit Salad”

For the first 5 years of my life I was functionally non-verbal (internal jumbles of sounds with words within myself but unable to come out) and there was a massive disconnect, words were sounds, sounds had no origin, language was internally and externally jumbled so I had no language with meaning in my head, people were fragmented blobs making “noises” to each other, when I had budding moments of connectivity I lost them due to a mouth and tongue not coordinating. Of course the capacity for words was within me  and words were within me but sensory perceptual issues and coordination issues played their part in this.

I did begin to piece things together I was aware of what others were saying about me in the playground at primary school for example, this is documented in my first book Living Through The Haze.

Parts of my Fruit Salad played apart in this such as

  • Simultagnosia – seeing things in bits and pieces, losing “wholes” and “connecting dots things where all fragmented.
  • Semantic Agnosia – I touched to perceive, to experience, to navigate, to sense, to connect, to understand my own self in relation to other and I also touched to communicate.
  • Aphasia – words were like sounds with no meaning, context or function other than it was a sound emitted from a fragmented blob as time progressed contextually words would come. and go however because of my outward behaviour I listened to some very ignorant things about myself without others connecting I was listening/processing.
  • Auditory Agnosia – I heard sounds and even now I wonder contextually where they come from sometimes sounds fill with wonder and confusion.
  • Visual-Verbal Agnosia – This along with Dyslexia made it hard for me to read with meaning and an understanding of what was on the page in front of me.
  • Oral Apraxia – One of the reasons I struggled to speak in the early years was the physically disconnect between my brain finding words and my body expressing them.
  • Echolalia/Echopraxia/Echomimia – These were used during my period of development where I was experimenting with words and movements and sounds – this was during the time I acquired functional speech

More info on my webpage about speech and language processing 

Sensory ExplorerTV Shows

I loved Mighty Morphin Power Rangers and Hook my gateway to movement and language – when functional expressive speech came at 7/8 years old, it was developmentally that of a 3 year old I have to admit I was scared of this new language and wanted to go back but I kept moving forward. I still rely on the sensing system and at home I use this language still, I am glad that had parents that didn’t write me off. 🙂

All Profiles Are Different & Other Forms Of Communication

Please realise that all different profiles are different and please also be aware the people who do not speak through their mouths have a  human right to be able communicate, this is something I feel strongly about and something that should be embraced and acknowledged.

Paul Isaacs 2014

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Author: Paul Isaacs

Paul was branded as a “naughty & difficult child” at school. He was classically autistic and non-verbal due to speech articulation difficulties. He had complex sensory issues and appeared both deaf and blind. He gained functional speech around the age of 7 or 8 years old. He went through the mainstream school system with no additional help or recognition of his autism. Consequently, he did not achieve his academic or his social potential and had very low self-esteem. At age 11, Paul was referred to the children’s mental health service with childhood depression where he was regarded as “developmentally underage” and having speech problems. As an adult, Paul had a string of unsuccessful jobs, and his mental health suffered. He developed both Borderline and Schizotypal Personality Disorders in early 2007. He was referred to mental health services and misdiagnosed with “Asperger traits with a complex personality”, which did not satisfy Paul or his family. A local autism organisation put Paul in touch with an experienced psychiatrist, who diagnosed him with Autism at 24 years old. In 2012 Paul was also diagnosed with Scotopic Sensitivity Syndrome by an Irlen Consultant who confirmed that he also had face, object and meaning blindness – conditions which Paul describes eloquently in his speeches and training sessions. He also has dyslexia, dyscalculia and also a dissociative disorder. Having started working as an local autism organisation as a public speaker in 2010, Paul joined their mission to promote autism awareness. His hope is that others will not have to suffer as he did. Now also a core member of our Training Team, Paul continues to enhance true understanding of autism at every opportunity. Paul has released and published 5 books on the subject of autism published by Chipmunka publishing and has contributed to other books too. Having overcome many challenges to achieve the success that he now enjoys, Paul’s message is that Autism is a complex mix of ability and disability. He firmly believes that every Autistic person should have the opportunity to reach their potential and be regarded as a valued member of society. Apart from autism related blogs Paul also write about movies, fashion, art and anything that is of interest. As of August 2015 Paul now works as a freelance speaker, training and consultant in and around the Oxfordshire & Buckinghamshire area. If you are interested please contact him via email at staypuft12@yahoo.co.uk

3 thoughts on “Speech & Language Processing -The Words Within Myself & How Precious Words Are

  1. Hi Paul, I’m intrigued. Did you get Irlen lenses for your SSS/dyslexia? My daughter w Rett Syndrome tried them, and for 6 months they were great – unified the view that had previously been broken into bits. After that view became “fuzzy and dim.” What was your experience? Did you ever get the “whole scene” view>
    One more question if you don’t mind – can you interpret voices from the telephone – and if not, what have you done about it? I’d love to talk to my d on the telephone.
    Cheers
    Jill Johnson

    • Dear Jill

      I got my Lenses for

      Visual Agnosias
      SSS – Light Sensitivity
      Dyslexia
      Dyscalculia

      I can interpret voices on the telephone that is one of ways I recognise people in daily living their voices – however with language processing I may not be able to process all the words they’re saying.

      Without my lenses the word is fragmented, shimmer, shine and colour and the inability to process the whole of my visual field only pieces, depth perception is also affected.

      I hope this helps.

      Kindest regards

      Paul

      • Thanks Paul. Glad your lenses continue to work for you, and that you can understand much of what is spoken over the telephone. I’m waiting for the headset that can put the view from “out there” onto a close screen …..

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